I hate my family at times.

Ok. This post is directed at my family. More ranting. You don't have to read if you don't want to.

My brother is the laziest piece of shit that I have ever met. He doesn't do anything for himself. He can't do his own dishes. He can't clean his own room. He can't take care of himself. Makes me wonder how much he'll die in college if he ever got a dorm. He doesn't know how to take care of his own future. He expects people to do stuff for him. He doesn't even know how to drive yet. No permit. Not even any written questions. He doesn't know shit. I bet even I know more than him about driving. He is so caught up in his Key Club crap that he doesn't realize that he's going to college in a year. And my mom's making him stay at home. So my dream of having my own room for at least 2 years of my life are flushed down the toilet. I don't know how my brother is gonna get to college because he expects my mom to drive him around everywhere until he's like 50 or until she's under the ground. The only thing I know is that I'm gonna start learning how to drive as soon as possible so I can get away whenever I want to. He is the biggest bitch EVER. He thinks that I'm gonna do everything for him. He expects me to get his food, make it for him, and clean up for him. He doesn't do his dishes and makes me do them and if i don't then my mom starts yelling at me. Another thing that pisses me off is that he goes somewhere and turns something on and then he goes somewhere else and leaves them on. Like the T.V. He never turns the damn thing off. And then when I'm actually watching it and he leaves he turns it off. Why can't he do that when I'm not watching. God that bitch. I fucking hate him. I'm tired of getting in trouble because he can't take care of himself. He's always stuck up in his damn room doing Key Club business. I know it's good for him in college but what's the point of getting ready for college if he can't do anything with his life. I'm not even sure if he has a major prepared. I think he's gonna end up living with my mom when he's 30 with nowhere to go. He's probably gonna end up old and lonely because he can't handle a relationship since he's always sucked up in Key Club. He's been turning into an asshole ever since he joined Key Club. Back when he was a sophomore when he just joined Key Club, I already noticed that he wouldn't be the same. And then a year after that when he turned into Secretary for Key Club he started getting bitchier. And then junior year President. he turned into an all out bitch. He can do work for volunteer but he can't get a damn job. He expects that he's gonna be given money by my mom every single day of his life. And now this year he turned Lieutenant Governor. The biggest bitch you will ever know. If your his friend he'll treat you like gold. If you're part of the family, he will treat you like shit. And he says "Family comes first." I don't believe it. He never pays attention to the family. Well I'm pretty much done with my brother. If he wants someone to do his dirty work he needs to at least pay them. Or get another person that he can treat like shit. On to my mom.

My mom is sometimes a bitch and sometimes nice. She makes me feel like I'm an idiot. She doesn't know how much pressure I have on me since I'm going into my third year at Oxford. She thinks that it's easy. It is NOT easy. The summer assignment this year was to read the Bean Trees and annotate and read the Lively Art of Writing, annotate, answer questions, and do the assignments. She thinks that I can get it done in two weeks. She is always saying that it's been two months and that I should have finished a month ago. Now she wants to take me to the Library and get more books so that I can read. Books for geometry and science. She thinks that I can be smarter. She thinks that I'm so smart that I can learn things immediately and actually remember them. And then she buys everything for my brother and I get hand-me-downs. His used clothes. His used books. His used computer. He gets a laptop. Braces. Contacts. He thinks that I waste more money than he does. His laptop cost about 900 dollars. His braces cost like 2000 dollars. His contacts cost like 100 dollars. It's like she loves him more than she does me. I'm not complaining that I don't get good stuff. It does sound like I'm complaining. But I'm not. I don't think that he needs any of that crap. It makes it seem like I'm the youngest so I get nothing. Oh and another thing that Lynna pointed out to me after I vented through her. Every time something goes wrong or something doesn't turn out the way they're supposed to they both blame me. Just yesterday when my brother couldn't find his bus pass he blames me for taking it. He says he looked in his wallet already but when I looked in it I pulled it straight out. I hate it when they blame me for no reason. My mom doesn't get silverware at the restaurant, she blames me for not telling the waiter that we needed more. She doesn't get the savings that she wants and she blames me saying that I should have complained about it. Well you know what? Having a mom that can't speak English is the shittiest thing ever. She needs to learn how to speak English and stand for herself now. She's been here for almost 20 years. She should know how to speak English already.

Well I'm done. There may be more that I might not remember right now but I'll post it in another post later on. Trust me. There will be more things about my family that will really piss me off. Just no time now to remember it.